I just feel sad. I don’t know, I’m just thinking about everything ranging from us to my whole life. I just feel so unsatisfied with myself and I feel like there is no hope for me. I just want to crawl up in my bed forever and hide from the world and my issues. I guess that is what I always do. This time I want to fight my own thoughts and come on top. I just wanna be okay or at least know that I’ll be okay. I’ll be okay. I’ll be OKAY.